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Poetry by Matthew R. Brown

Songs For the Road: An Anthology of Orthodox Christian Poetry

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Check out the new poems at the bottom by Renee Zitzloff.
The "Dripping Icon" is one of the most moving poems I've
come across in awhile.  Renee is co-coordinator of the Minnesota chapter of the Orthodox Peace Fellowship.
--Matthew

David Athey

  

THE PILGRIM

 

There he stands

on a blue streak spinning,

a whisper of earth remaining. . .

and still,

everything seems possible

between the icon and the kiss.

 

Copyright 2004 David Athey

 

 

THROUGH THE DOOR

 

It was like facing the burning bush

and becoming a pile of ashes. . .

or standing in the lions’ den

with the lions singing like angels.

 

It was like dancing on the high wire. . .

or through the eye of a needle,

a thousand angels pushing,

a thousand angels pulling.

 

It was like breathing fire. . .

or flying. . .

or fighting to the death

with the king of beasts,

and surviving.

 

It was like losing every ounce of blood. . .

or drinking wine

even better than the best wine.

It was like love at second sight.

It was like a wedding.

 

Copyright 2000 David Athey

 

 

PHOG

 

The strangest man in Florida

is a priest from Scotland

who claims to have lunched with the Queen

Of Heaven, and to have the habit

 

of mentally undressing

a certain blonde virgin

as she stands before him to receive

Holy Communion.

 

Father Phog is a redhead who smokes

Marlboros  right down to the butts.

He believes UFOs are us:  humans

from the future, returning

 

to harvest healthier genes

from these Good Old Days!

He laughs through his ruddy nose

and slaps the hell out of his thigh.

 

The other day at the beach,

I asked Father Phog

if he’d ever seen the Loch Ness Monster.

Good Lord, he said, blowing smoke,

 

I do confess—I’ve had a glimpse or two

of that slithering beast

within.

 

Copyright 2000 David Athey

 

 

LOVE IN THE RUINS

 

The best souls of this century

are resting

like fire in unmarked graves,

except for the babushka still living

in Moscow.  She wears wire-

rimmed glasses without glass.

She tells everyone she can’t see a thing

without them.

She tells everyone there are times

when the Great Bear is a great question

mark in the sky.

 

Babushka has given away her shoes

as a possible solution.

She gives away her rubles to anyone

who calls her a fool.

Children and dogs chase her;

doctors refuse to bandage her feet.

Babushka spends her days

scattering pages of Scripture to the wind.

She spends her nights,

where the scintillating words have fallen,

digging up saints.

 

Copyright 2000 David Athey

 

 

ABOVE DULUTH

 

This is good.

to eat bread

 

and drink wine

in the forest

 

with a lovely wife

in late October

 

when the mosquitoes

are dead

 

and the trees

are getting naked.

 

Copyright 2000 David Athey

 

 

a red-winged buzzard

in the fire of sunrise

not a buzzard

 

Copyright 2004 David Athey
 
 
 

HEMLOCK by Matthew R. Brown

 

In these bottomlands, air fetches coolness from the stream.

 

Here, where maples have gathered, the house of Hemlock kneels;

around them, beasts that have come seeking the fold of shepherd-oaks.  Kingly beeches, distant, will draw near, bringing gifts.

 

Hemlock rejoices in overarching limbs of larger trees; thrives in shadow, diminutive, liking to be dark green shade

of bright green forest.

 

It forms all its details--twigs, needles, cones--in fine miniature.

 

You have to hunt for it.  Its families are small.

It will never give its timber for a wall.

It will only be balm to your eye.

 

 

THERE IN THE WINDOW

by Matthew R. Brown

 

There in the window, under a bridge,

or sitting in a tree above a crowd

of people we see the man and the

woman that no one wants around.

In a rattling Studebaker they head

toward the hospital that will turn them

away for lack of insurance.  Later, the

child will be born in the back seat

and he will grab with his hands at

strips and dangles of fabric above him.

As with the eyes in the window

high above the street and the red

geranium and the man in the tree,

they will mostly fail to see how the

child's hands stretch and turn the

Mobius strips of atoms we inhabit.

 

THE HERMIT by Matthew R. Brown

 

"I have no real need of hacksaws,"

said the hermit, "Dynamite, or chisels,"

he went on, "To break free of any prison. 

If I would be consumed by Love;

If only I would be consumed by Love; 

then I would go as easily free

as smoke between the bars."

 

 

BARKS by Matthew R. Brown

 

You give me linden,

stringy crevasses;

cork ridges of oak,

burnished copper beech,

hornbeam:  lake waves

on a gray day.

 

Aspen green feeds me

when my leaves are down;

Birch binds my wounds; like sycamore

my darkness drops away in slabs

when the wind blows:

the colors of your brush revealed.

 

Like black cherry's parched ground

I step from plate to plate,

picking the path of my salvation

along your wilderness ways.

 

DEINDORFER WOODS

 

Light slants at gnarled maple, oak, and elm;

Snow sticks to branches, rock, and brick, and brass.

The trees look down on what is here, and gone.

 

These virgin giants watched, and waited long;

Antique solidity, storm-raggedness,

Catch, toss the light that slants at oak and elm.

 

Further back, semicircles of low ground,

Water, ice, thickets, evening stillness

Look out through trees on what is here, and gone.

 

They found fuel in the land; now there is none.

Oil scents, and derricks; shouts of men, all pass

Light slants at gnarled maple, oak and elm.

 

Now this wood is a cloister all its own,

Near houses, streets, and shops that grow like grass

The trees look down on what is here, and gone.

 

We live in time and change, but there lives One

Who knows our life outside the wilderness.

Light slants at gnarled maple, oak and elm;

The trees look down on what is here, and gone.

 

AS WITH NATHANAEL

 

Did you see me standing under the elm tree,

Hidden in a thicket of aspen?

 

Or looking up toward you through swaying

Oak branches, swans gliding, bright wisps

Of vapor whirling on the blue?

 

I am here looking to you but have no words;

Pray in me, please.

Take away my guile, find me without it.

 

3 Poems by Renee Zitsloff:
 
Solitude
Meager I feel,
and small
sipping steaming
tea fragrant Jasmine
for comfort,
staring out my window at thick
snowy rooftops

Cold and wet cars
go by
one person
per car
one car
at a time
how lonely
the poverty
of a rich city

Meager I feel,
and small
I light candles, hearth and incense
praying to the God
of small beginnings
who is unisolated
from the fire and
brimstone of life
Meager I feel,
and small
He holds my feebleness
in his cupped hands
wrapping his body around me
like grandma’s
soft woven afghan

The comfort of solitude is
knowing we are never
alone.

***
Dripping Icon
(Read Slowly)

Written Painting
Blue background, sky blue background.

The golden wing of an angel.
The golden wing of an angel.
The golden wing of an angel.

Drips out onto the frame,
Drips out onto the wall,
Drips out onto the chair beneath the writing.

How heaven keeps dripping into my days.
Heaven keeps dripping into my days
How heaven keeps dripping into our lives.
 
 
Desire
Christ in your emptiness,
Come and carry me
O’er thorny road and thicket,
Plant me in your tree.

Grace my life with grace,
And gracious make me be
Name me hope and faith and love
In love set me free.

I come to you in silence,
I wildly loose my hair
My hearted breast is beating
I’m longing for your care.

O Holy one of Israel,
Oh righteous king of all,
I cry to thee, oh set me free!
I burn to hear your call.

 

 

"When you're whipped by the forces that are inside of you, better come on up to the House." --Tom Waits

"Do something to help ME." --Oliver Hardy

"What makes the desert beautiful is that somewhere it hides a well." --Antoine-Marie-Roger de Saint-Exupery